| Location | Tallahassee |
| Age | 16 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 16/07/1992 |
| Date of Death | 05/12/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,949 since 03/01/2009 |
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Ben was a wonderful son. He was always happy and I thought he loved life. He commited suicide on Dec. 5 2008 by Shotgun.
Ben had so much to give to this world. I used to joke about him being the next Bill Gates. He love technology.
He was a wonderful Son and a great brother and grandson. We will always Love and Miss him. The world will never be the same. Goodbye for now My Ben, My Son, My Baby...RIP
Ben was always a loving child. I remember when he was a baby and I thought he would never get hair. He was bald for so long..lol. I used to call him my bubby. But as he grew I called him my buddy.
He loved the Lord and excepted christ as his saviour, he is in heaven with God.
Like any other suicide he has left us with many questions. He will be greatly loved and missed forever.
RIP Buddy...
ღ ღ ღ ღ All My Love Beautiful Angel ღ ღ ღ ღ
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How will heaven be?
As far as I can see
It will have huge bells
And will be situated on clouds
It will have many golden wells
That will so often swell
Rain will be abundant
And the sun will shine all day long
Angels will play on the harp
The sweetest summer song
Music that will touch the heart
While those beneath will shed drops of sorrow
Little will they know what will happen on the morrow
But to them up above
As plain and clear it will be
As far as far as I can see
Yes there will be misty alleys
And lush green meadows
Fresh with the fragrant smell of spring
Winter will never be bitter
Summer never so hot
Autumn never so bare
And resources never so scarce
Food for all will be relished by all.
Grateful we’ll be as grateful can be
Mountains high and strong and brown
Surrounding that hidden land,
Beautiful and vast seas I see
There colour as blue as sapphire can be
And the white waves lashing upon the shore
Sitting on the flattened grey rocks
Who would not call it absolutely heavenly?
However it might actually be,
But can we still not see
There will lie behind this seen
A relieving feeling of bliss
For where not have we been
But is this not by all believed
That after one’s decease
This is the land of eternal peace
Where we all ultimately reach?
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Merry Christmas
Hi Ben, Well its Christmas day and it didn't feel the same. Christmas is so hard for me without you. Just seems so dull. I miss and love you very much, I miss your laughter and your eagerness to open your presents early. I'm going to visit your grave soon, first time since you died. You'll probably hear me crying so don't mind me. Merry Christmas Ben.
We thought of you with love today
But that is nothing new.
We thought about you yesterday
And the days before that too.
We think of you in silence,
We often speak your name.
Now all we have are memories
And your picture in a frame.
Your memory is our keepsake
With which we'll never part.
God has you in His keeping
We have you in our heart.
I love you Ben.
It's almost christmas time again. We have been getting alot of snow lately. Were going to have a White Christmas. Wish you were here to see it. Keep watching over us, we all miss and love you very much. I love you more.
DEC 5th
Hello son. I love you so much please come back. It's been 2yr today that you have been gone and left me with the biggest heartache. I feel like my heart is going to explode today. If it wasn't for your sister I would come join you. Tell grandma hi for me and I HOPE i will see you soon.
Graduation 2010
Hi Ben. I love you son. You would have graduated next week with your friends. Amber will be at the grad. We wish we could have seen you up there on stage. I know you'll be looking down and watching with happieness as your friends go out into this world. Oh Son I miss you sooo much. I wish you were here.
Wow Ben it seems like forever since I've been on here. I had to come here tonight. If I don't then it seems like I'm forgetting you. I will never forget you Ben. Your my baby!! It's winter now and we should be skiing. Remember we were going to learn how to ski and snowboard since we weren't living in FL anymore and had REAL snow...lol. (Sigh) What happened??
1 Year ago today.....
Well Ben you died today on this friday 1yr ago. I miss you soooo much. I dont know how I will get through this day. You had the guts to do something some of us wish we could do. I'll see you soon son. I cant believe its been a yr. I still feel the same hurt as if it did happen today. When will I feel better??
4th November 2009
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Fading in the twinkling of an eye………
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Look for me in springtime
As raindrops fill the air
In the splendour of the rainbow
You’ll find my presence there.
You will find me in the fragrance
Of April’s sweet perfume
Drifting through the clover
On a sultry day in June.
An August day will find me
Upon the summer breeze
On the distant sound of the thunder
In the gently swaying trees.
In the golden fields of harvest
Is where I can be found
As autumn time approaches
And leaves comes tumbling down.
In the wintertime when days are short
And chill is in the air
Just look into a moonlit night
You’ll find me lingering there.
When the setting sun has gone away
And shadows fill the night
When the cloak of darkness lifts its veil
I’ll be your morning light.
So when you feel discouraged
And at night to God you pray
You’ll feel me there beside you
I’m just a breath away.
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